Jaded

Those happy memories make me cry
A thousand times I ask you why
To the emptiness of your silence
moments of yesteryear I reminisce






Exhausted by this battle of emotions
doubting my own notions
praying for some hope
each day as i strive to cope

ohh am I jaded?
like the flowers of yesterday, faded?
with only memories to cherish
Till the day I perish

12/2011