ThankYou!

I am thanking u today
For showing me the way
reminding , moments i forgot
and the bad times weren't alot

And I thank you
For letting me sense the blue
When one is alone
and answers known

most of all...
as i  took the fall
for showing me how I feel
true love is indeed real


The only one
after all's said and done
she's the one in my heart
forever.. even though we part

So I thank you
For showing me what I knew
Thank you
for making me so blue..
   24/08/11

when fairy tales go wrong!

He makes me  smile
Is always by  my side
But even after all this while
You are the one I miss inside

He's always there glad or blue..
And here I am thinking of you
Tells me the words I want to hear
With those eyes so true and sincere

Yet stuck in my heart like super glue
In spite of  knowing what's true
And though it makes me blue
I am just wishing he was you..

20/09/11

Joy to woe

I called u  my joy
But I meant nothing to u
U broke my heart, dear boy
And haunt my life too.

Who am I but a fool
Who didn't know the game
Its not u heartless and cruel
Its just me to blame

I fell too deep
U let me fall
Now while I weep
U stand tall

Who am I but a fool
Who didn't know the game
love can hurt fate be cruel
And the heart put to shame




Yet someday u'll need a fool
Someday I'll know my way
Till then, love can hurt fate be cruel
Til then... someday! 16/10/11

Switched!

And there's a hot girl,
She spins my world!
I am taking her out
A date no doubt!

He's the guy
I always knew.
Sees me cry,
Yet has no clue..

Oh, she's my friend,
To help and lend;
Catches my back,
Fills in what I lack.

I can wait,
Forever and more..
But I'm just a mate
I must go..

I've won the chase,
I've won the race!
Now she's mine..
My valentine.

I've met someone new,
He makes me smile;
He's not you.,
It'll take a while..



She's hot she's fun,
Yet she's just not the one.
It took me long, but its true
There's something I've to tell you..


He's the one!
I love him so true..
After all said and done,
I guess I've to thank you..

She's the girl,
I always knew..
It makes me cry
She's got no clue..
 16/10/11

A fool

I'd rather be your fool than his princess
I'd rather reminisce those moments priceless
I don't need diamonds and gold
All I need is your hands to hold

I'd rather be a fool than smart
If it means I can follow my heart
I'd rather stay by you and cry
Than my love for u deny....
 

Never could be...

You make me blue, make me sad

Make me question all we had

Make me wonder if it is you

Make me pray this isn't true...

I try every single way.
A little harder each day
To forget you, to forget the past
Forget the dreams that didn't last...

Make me sense make me feel

This is true this is real

You are but a part of me 

That'll never set me free!

Always

You say you don't love me
Why should I care?
My love, not yours you see
Was the reason I was always there.

So hurt me,
I'll never hate you..
Break me,
I'll still love you.

You can part
Run so far ...
Yet with all my heart
I'll love you for who you are.

11/09/11

Remnants...

And  i hold on to the remnants of what i once had
Hopes and dreams with an illusionary lad;
Too adamant, too hopeful to let go
Too damaged, too broken to show...

I cry now and again,
That sickeningly familiar pain..
Yet hoping it is real...
That this too...time will heal.

Don't lose heart

To you my dear,
I wanted to speak to you today..
You've never seen me, yet I'm always here
and this is what I have to say:-

Don't lose heart by what others are,
If there are hearts of stone, there are good ones too!
Sometimes it just  happens they are far..
yet remember,there are ones that live just for you!!

When your heart's broken and you need to cry
and you don't know what to do
when you wish you could just die
think of souls who live just for YOU!

A rainy day

The outside so gloomy,
dull and dark;
Yet within, I feel strangely happy,
almost as happy as a lark.

The raindrops & chill breeze,
the leaves so fresh and green.
They bring about an inner peace,

a place I haven't recently been.

I smile on my own

and as  I do

a beep on my phone

smile wider.. cos  it's from you!

Reassurance

You may love me
but just not enough;
And now I see
its getting rough.

I can be strong
can hold on,
however long
wait for that dawn..

But I need to know
You feel the same..
Need you to show
This ain't a game!

20/06/11

Down the aisle..

Things I have to say to you..
Yet all the words seem too few!
Can't stand to see you with her,
Can't forget how things were..

It burns me from deep inside
yet the pain I do hide,
And I fake a huge smile
as she walks down the aisle..

I feel that excruciating pain
every memory flashes back again;
Tomorrow you wouldn't be mine,
tomorrow I wouldn't pretend I'm fine...

I catch a last glimpse of  " my-you"
before you say " I do"
I turn around and walk away
trying to forget yesterday...

More than u could ever know...

Love you more than you could ever know,
Love you more than I could ever show;
Don't you feel it in your heart?
It kills me to stay apart...

I am not perfect I was wrong,
But I loved you all along.
It hurts and I am in pain
Could we be the same ever again?.

Just Another

Just another boy
You are nothing more
Don't treat me like a toy
I'm smarter you know

You are just another flirt
good at use and throw
You may treat her like she's dirt
But I'm smarter you know

I know when it's fake
I see it, to the core
So boy gimme a break
I'm smarter you know.

When tomorrow lonely and sad,
Don't knock on my door
It'll be too late my lad
I'm smarter you know!

Watchout!

Who is to be trusted?
Who  is to be not.
What's to be taken?
when you've given all you've got.
Life isn't easy!
not always bright  and breezy..
Watch where you go
If you don't wanna get hurt anymore!

Differences

They speak different languages,
They don't understand each other;
Yet when their eyes  met, they spoke pages
The words were nothing to bother.

They neither dwelled in the past
nor worried about the coming.
They didn't know how long it would last,
Yet they cherished what they had going.

They spoke through the eyes,
They loved with the heart.
There were no woes nor lies
They loved knowing they'll have to part.

AGaIn!

When wounds are pierced again,
while the stains still remain;
When new scars are made
with each old one that fade.

When only ashes are left to burn
And thorns at every turn
When corpses die again
would there be any pain?

Pick..

I was feeling blue..
You had no clue.
You asked me what to do?
 And I said " I  love you! "

My heart skips a beat at your name;
This isn't a joke , not a game!
You love her , for you I feel the same;
Tell me my friend am I to blame?

These feelings can't be hidden anymore,
What the future has for me in store,
my friend,I do not know.
But if you pick her, I'll have to go..

Smile please!

Just wanna see you smile,
even if it's for just a while.
can't stand to see u sad
It makes me feel so bad.

I know I can't take away the pain,
Yet I need to see u smile again.
'Cos you are my friend
And I wanna see you happy till the end!

White and Blue.

My life's all white & blue,
And it's now that I'm missing you..
Looking around, I only see snow
I  need you with me, I can't take it anymore.
I feel so terribly alone,
I'm left with nothing I've known.
All I see is darkness and white,
bring me warmth , bring me light!
White snow as far as i see
and a heart so very blue.
My life's all white and blue,
and here I am yearning for you!

Nothing less.. nothing more..

Friends are all we can be

nothing less,nothing more;

Yet at times it's hard you see,

you forget wat u know.

 I miss u wen you aren't around,

 I love chatting to  you for hours.

 Whether lifes a graden or a playground

 You are my favourite bunch of flowers

 I love you my friend

 and probably will till the end..

 Knowing it cud never be anything more,

 I ignore what I know..

The devil & her..

Dressed in black with a golden crown too,
the devil looked strong ,high & mighty;
Yet you could tell he was feeling blue,
.....Maybe he was feeling lonely.

He gave out a loud  and wicked laugh
but there was something sad about the tone.
He was standing there holding his staff
Yet, with all his power he was alone.

She went close to him and gave him a smile
and then,...he began to cry
followed by silence for a while..
She asked him why?

As he began to speak,
she saw tears sliding down his cheek.
He wasn't strong, he was weak;
He wasn't wicked, he was meek.

"I do all the things I do
only 'cos nobody loves me anyway,
yet i wish someone loved me too!"
was all he had to say.

And then he heard her say,
 " I love you"
And that was the day
he changed into someone new.

Now the kids call him their friend,
A friend so sincere & true;
And she knows he'll remain so till the end
after all he was an angel once too!

My luv ain't lies

If I could tell you how I feel today,
If I could make you see through my eyes,
If I could show you in someway..
You'd know my luv ain't lies.

I couldn't love anyone more
but I wouldn't know to explain;
I dunno what's in store
But each moment without you is pain.

All I need is to be beside you
weekends, monday to friday;
My angel I love you..
And miss you every moment of every day!

Changes

When things become more important than those they belong to,
when you can suddenly differentiate between false and true ;

When your best friends don't have the time for you..
when life turns from bright to blue.

When relations once strong fade away,
when you don't understand what they do  nor what they say,

when you just can't find a way..
what would you do? would you stay? or runaway?..

Yesterdays Dreams..

The soft breeze with that long lost familiar fragrance,
memories of the days of sweet romance
then the music ended and so did the dance;
Is life offering me a second chance?


Do I have the heart to turn and walk away,
or do I have the strength to stay?
After everything, at the end of the play
would I stand alone like yesterday?

What did you do?

Oh boy what did you do?
Can't stop thinking about you.
What's happening to me?
think I am going crazy!

Think about you all day long..
relate you to every song;
wish I could stop this
This curse, this bliss..

Feel like a school girl,
You make my head twirl.
Oh boy what did you do?
Can't stop thinking about you!

Best Present

A cute little bundle, lying outside the door
with a note tied to a large pink bow,
It read "Especially for you.....
..with love from yours true "

The most beautiful sight you'd ever see
If angels came down to earth, this is what they'd be.
I now call her my daughter, I know she is
My purpose, My prayer, My very own bliss.

No less

Settle for no less,
Ask for no more.
Even  when life's a mess
Hold on, don't let go.


Don't clasp too tight,
nor move on too fast.
If  your choice was right
Forever, joy would last.

Heartless

They said he didn't have one;
but I believed, he lost it to me
Now after all that he's done,
I wonder whether true, it could be..

The man I thought was mine,
the one who makes me sad and blue;
The man who once made my heart pine,
was the one who made my nightmares come true..

When they called him the man without a heart
I smiled, thinking it's 'cos he'd given it to me.
Now after my own he's ripped apart,
I realize what they were telling me..

Now I tell her about the man without a heart,
and she smiles without a clue;
After he breaks hers and tears it apart
she'll understand  and realize too!

The girl

She was staring right at me.
she was crying I could see
She had large dark eyes
with a look as cold as ice.
Somehow I saw deep sorrow,
why so, I do not know.
Her gaze turned away,
She was now looking somewhere faraway..
As I moved to leave,
the reflection too disappeared.

Your turn

It hurts to let go
but I won't ask you to stay, you know
after all it's your boat; you've got to row
doesn't mean I don't love u anymore.

I cry alone when you don't see,
hide the pain convincingly.
However things may be
these feelings would never change for me!

DAWN

Dawn of a new day
Dawn of new hope
In a world that all grey
The hope for you to cope.


Smiles & words aren't always fake,
life isn't just a race.
Joys and laughter are what we make
The world isn't a lonely place.


With the dawn of the new day,
So familiar yet so strange,
disappointments & betrayals put away
Everything is about to change.

Excuses

You lie,

You make me cry.
Yet tell me why?
I don't let this die..

It hurts when u hurt me
but it hurts more when you ignore;
You may act like you don't see
but deep inside we both know!

Darling, this is your game
cold and cruel;
yet you are not to blame
'cos I'm the fool .

After everything you've done,
after all this pain and blue
while you are having your fun..
I am making excuses for you!

Beneath the skin

If man is nothing but flesh and bone
if the soul has no value of its own;
when hearts are just symbols in stone
millions around yet you'll feel alone.


A handsome face, a pretty smile,
they all last only a while.
branded clothes, the latest style
keep changing with the changing mile .


What lies beneath the skin
The gold plated  tin,
The music within the din
True beauty lies only within

Bestfriend!

The nicest person you could meet
kind, caring and sweet
makes u smile when you're sad
and laugh harder when you're glad.

You can talk to him about anything
twilight series, diamond ring
difference between turquoise and baby blue
broken heart or designer shoe.

He'll shop with you all day,
and No, he's not gay.
At times a boy just ten
But he's always a gentleman.

His favorite word is sheesha
I call him kungfu panda
In case you are wondering who
Yeah my friend it is you!

And today I just want to say
Happy happy birthday!
can't tell you how much I'll miss you
wouldn't be the same without you.

Always wish the best for you,
Success and joy in everything you do!
And remember I'll always be here
miles apart yet at heart always near.

Beautiful

As I watch the rain,
my thoughts drift away..
I forget all the pain
and dream of faraway.

A beautiful, magical place
A little cottage on a mountain;
starry nights and sunny days,
A crystal clear fountain.

Fragrance of orchids in the air
sweet singing of the nightingale
A place better than anywhere
A place just like in a fairytale.

GAME?

Life maybe a game,
But I've got to tell u boy,
"love is not a game,
and the heart ain't a toy" .

You say you love me
I love you so I trusted you,
They said it couldn't be
but I hoped it wasn't true.

Why would you play with my heart
knowing I'm madly in love with you;
I guess they knew from the start,
that someday you'll make me blue..

But love is not a game
and my heart ain't a toy.
life maybe a game
but not love my boy!

Hidden

Pale face, dark hair , brown eyes..
She glanced at me for just a while.
She was more beautiful than sunrise,
Yet I see sadness in that smile.

She laughed with them all
They never saw her cry.
Even when she had her fall
She wouldn't let out a sigh.

Her burdens were her own,
She wouldn't put them to store.
The pain was hers alone
She wouldn't let it show!

Present .....

When everything is moving so fast,
When everyone's in such a hurry;
When you know you are finishing last,.
And every little thing makes you worry

When it finally hits you,
That no one does really care.
You finally see whats true
And realize you belong nowhere.

Friends have no time
No one close anymore,
you curse prime
And feel so damn low.

Wish it was last year
Or the year before
Shed a tear
And long for long ago.

And I thought

They asked me not to,
Thy knew I'd be blue.
knowing not what to do
I still trusted you.

I believed you were nice,
I believed I saw within.
I believed all your lies,
I believed your deceiving grin.

Mind and heart fought..
I took the chance, took the bend
'Cos all the while I thought
 .......You were my friend!

I promise!

I promise to wakeup each morning hoping for the best day for you,
I promise to do everything I can to never make u blue ;
I promise to pray for you each night,
I promise to love you more after every fight;
I promise to stand by you in joy and sorrow ,
I promise to watchover you ,even if i die tomorrow.
I promise to try to be  the best I  can for you,
I promise to be loyal and true ;
I promise to think of  you even during the busiest moments of my day ,
I promise to love you forever, like I love you today!!

To you my angel

I am wondering, wondering about you.....
whether you're glad or whether you're blue
living so faraway from you
My angel, I don't have a clue

I wonder whether the sun shines there
....or do the clouds fill your sky today?
To keep you happy is my only prayer;
 only smiles and laughter everyday

I'm here , yet my thoughts are with you;
wondering how my angel copes each new day,
Praying & wishing for the best for you
and hoping there are no obstacles your way

My angel, remember that I'm always here for you,
to share your joy& wipe your blue .
My darling I love you
and I'm so proud of you.

By the beach

It was here , we met last
I wonder whether you remember
You were there till sunset
and  then u walked away.

The wind blew in my ears,
so many events crossed my mind,
my eyes were filled with tears
as i stared at u walking away.

Days, weeks and months pass by
but i come here each day
sometimes i smile, sometimes i cry
always hoping u'd walk back someday..

An Alien

They don't understand
They never will
An alien in this land
with an empty spot no one can fill

They see me smile
They see me laugh
I pretend a while
but thats just half

When its dark at night
when the rest are asleep
I can no longer fight;....
.....in solitude I weep.

White Lie

 You asked me why

 I had no reply

 and when i saw you cry

I felt part of me die

I didnt wanna hurt you

I didnt know what to do

I didnt wanna see u blue

So i hid what's true

It was just a white lie

'cosI didnt wanna see u cry

but guess I was wrong

lies dont last for long.....